[Chaos]
30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Day 6.

6. What about it do you enjoy?

Well, I like the pain and I love the blood, also I like the control. (Sounds weird, right?)

30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Day 5.

5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most?

I hate my scars, because I always have to hide them…. I really hate being a disappointment for the people I love.

30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Day 3, day 4.

3. What is your motivation to recover?

First of all for my little niece... I love her more than words could say. I wish that someday she can be proud of me.

For Alena because I promised her to stop, she believes in me & I love her. Thank you baby!

Fr. K. She was my therapist, she has shown me that I can be strong.

4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not?

I’m addicted in destroying myself. It’s a symptom of my disorder…

30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Day 2.

What part of your body is most affected by it?

My left lower arm, both wrists, my right arm, my thighs…

30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Day 1.

How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.

I hurt myself since more than 10 years now… I can’t remember how I started. I can not stand the emptiness inside myself.